Smile ツ...seems like fading

When was the last time i really smile?
i am not sure...

I just smile all the time if possible.
i tried to be patient not to yell or show my temper

One day if i really break down again..
i am so sorry guys...
Like you said my friend ( really can read my mind lol)
i am :-
sad?
ashamed?
think abt d past and feel like crying?
thinking abt wat i had done makes me regret?
thinking abt the time whr i can go back to the pass and stop everything i had done?
afraid to tell every1 in the beginnin?

Thats awfully true..


All this that i mention above is really what i felt for this few weeks or days.
i just dont know how to express out the feeling
Thanx a lot my friend,

Although i am sad for now,i still enjoy today trip to 1u
Thanx yea =)

written by:
H.woods