Australia

When i was 14, i had been talking about continuing my studies in Australia
Thats all i talk about to friends and cousin
Been looking forward ever since~
As the year approached till i was 17, i was still feeling happy about it.

But recently, i dont feel like going anymore.
Even though its just for a year, i will definitely miss all of my friends and relatives here
Before that, i even plan to get a PR there, and not coming back to Malaysia
Lol~ until i am getting close to my soh family (:
Hahahaha, we really hang out a lot lately especially this year
If not because of hung guan leaving and jiun need to go penang for training,
i dont think we will be that close right?

When ever i am down, sad, depressed or what sorts of crappy feeling am having
They got ways to cheer me up and another friend of mine too BUT
when i am in Aussie, who is going to cheer me up lei?
College friends perhaps?
However they dont really know how to put a smile back on my face
Unlike u guys =(
Besides, i always tell Ling everything.
And if i am there, who am i going to share my stuff with?
When i am happy, i will call her immediately and tell her
Not to mention when i am sad right? duh~~~~


I remembered Winnie asked me b4
If the boy whom i really really love
Ask me not to go study, will i stay for him?
Hahaha~
Till now i remember what i said.

"Nope. But then again, Maybe...u never know how strong is your love"
I cant really predict what am i going to do.
A minute i said B and next i might say C
I know myself well =P

hmmmm, but actually its a good way to test his love right?
Hahaha, if he really love me, he dont mind to wait for me =)
Or, he could come to Australia during summer to visit me right?
Provided he dont fall for another girl and i dont fall for another guy la
But sadly, usually USUALLY, my break up cases are always the guys fall for another girl
USUALLY laaaa~ ahahha..( dont perasan)

Anyhow, i am feeling reluctant to go now
I dont think i will change my mind not to go
Unless, my family is really having financial problem.
Which somehow they are currently having it now.

Sry Baby.



Written By:
Happie Woods